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Cori Arnold  

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  • Deviant since Jun 1, 2003, 6:39 PM
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Outside Suicide

The dead of night.   
A lonely chord  On a dusty guitar.   
Laugter, Giggles.   
Outside.   
Always outside.  Never to penetrate  These decaying walls.   
To venture outside  Outside of these morbid walls  Would be suicide.   
Suicide of the mind and soul.   
Outside.   
Outside there are things  (Happiness, Love, Compassion)  Things that can not  Must not  Be discovered.   
Not by the innocent child  That resides within  These four dreadful walls.

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YouWhen we reconnected  It was at a time  Where I was lost.  I had no hope,  I didn't know  Who I was anymore.   
You found me.  Brought me back  From the depths  That I had plunged into.   
You gave me hope.  Hope in others,  And most importantly  Hope in myself.   
You helped me to  Learn who I truly am.  Not just who  Others want me to be.   
So I thank you  For being you  And for helping me  Discover who I am. You
in Open on 2/9/08
Ten Random Words Part OneWords to use: disseminate, incredulous, lithe, nonchalant, poise, saunter, quintessence, stipend, transcend, zealous.   
Eva slipped her hands into the lithe gloves. She was finally ready to move forward with the incredulous task at hand. She sauntered over to the prisoner who was caged on the floor of the immaculate cell. She was very anal about the cleanliness of the cell.  "Do you have the stipend, you bastard?" Eva asked the prisoner. He was bound and gagged. "I didn't think so, pig." She replied to the prisoners zealous attempts at speech. While being nonchalant and poised, Eva brought the prisoner to his trembling feet. & Ten Random Words Part One
in General Fiction on 11/12/07
DrowningIndeed there is a wall  A baracade against the world.   
It's surrounded by a moat  Full of my nightmares;  Death, love, my father.   
I've let it all build up  In my mind, my life.   
I take a step towards the moat, the wall.  It took 19 years to take the plunge.   
And now I am drowning,  Drowning in my self-hate.   
Please,  I don't know how to swim. Drowning
in Open on 11/9/07
Dead EndThe best that I can do  Is not enough to sustain me.  The best that I am  Is not good enough,  For anyone.   
On the outside I'm 'okay',  I'm 'normal', I'm 'happy'.  But on the inside I'm a wreck,  I'm numb, I'm dead.   
I don't know how to go on.  I don't know if I'm strong enough to.   
Where do I start,  When evertime I turn around  I see a dead end? Dead End
in Open on 11/5/07
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Still ClimbingLike steps descending from the heavens  The rain poured down on her  Disguising the tears that streamed past her smile  
The smile she always wore   
And she started to climb those steps  
 
But behind her eyes she wrote tragedies no one ever read  She sang a dirge no one ever heard  And whispered of butterflies just beneath her wrists  She held the blade close and kissed it   
Fly and be free she said as they spread their crimson wings  But somehow I know that she’s  
Still climbing Still Climbing
by ~Orophir
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Journal Entry: Thu May 29, 2008, 12:03 PM
For all of you guys who live by me, anyone know of a cheap house/apartment to rent? I'm really close to getting thrown out of my house (damn father losing his job), so my buddy Eric and I are looking around. Better to find something now, then to have nowhere to live later. So if anyone knows of anything, let me know, okay?
We're also hoping to find a 3rd roommate, but at the moment we can only find one person, and he's UTTERLY in love with me, and I think that's a bad idea. Agree, yes?
Ugh, I want to move out on my own, but at the same time I don't. We're gonna be poor for a LONG TIME.

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Effort, PA
  • Interests: music, writing, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Rocky Horror Picture Show, Donnie Darko
  • Favourite band or musician: System of A Down, Anti-Flag, Godsmack, Tsunami Bomb
  • Favourite genre of music: punk, metal, heavy rock, emo...yeahhh
  • Favourite artist: Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe, Lovecraft
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell..though I'm not sure if she counts that much
  • Tools of the Trade: pen/pencil and paper

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~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 14, 2008, 8:15:52 AM
Ahaha!

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
=SirCrocodile:iconSirCrocodile: Jan 14, 2008, 5:41:07 AM
Of course...:D

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People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. --Carl G. Jung
~sparchert:iconsparchert: Jan 13, 2008, 11:47:32 PM
hehehe save some for the guy ur into ;-) hehe :D

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Q: Why is life so hard to understand?
A: Its not meant to be understood, Its meant to be lived.
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 10:45:25 PM
:hug:

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~sparchert:iconsparchert: Jan 13, 2008, 9:55:18 PM
:D

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Q: Why is life so hard to understand?
A: Its not meant to be understood, Its meant to be lived.
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 9:29:35 PM
Yeah!

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~sparchert:iconsparchert: Jan 13, 2008, 5:25:08 PM
they sure do :-)

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Q: Why is life so hard to understand?
A: Its not meant to be understood, Its meant to be lived.
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 5:15:55 PM
Yay!! :hug: Hug's make the world go around, I think!

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~sparchert:iconsparchert: Jan 13, 2008, 4:14:06 PM
hehe you said it :P and no worries!! :hug: :D

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Q: Why is life so hard to understand?
A: Its not meant to be understood, Its meant to be lived.
~GodsDragonGirl:iconGodsDragonGirl: Jan 13, 2008, 1:39:53 PM
Welcome.

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You see things and ask "Why?"

But I dream things and say "Why not?"
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 1:37:10 PM
She's sent the world after me!! Ahaha.
Thanksss!!! :hug:

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 1:36:55 PM
Awww, thank you!

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 1:36:21 PM
Aww, thanks!

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 13, 2008, 1:36:02 PM
Aww, anytime! And thanks!! :hug:

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
~vamp-insights:iconvamp-insights: Jan 13, 2008, 10:42:04 AM
RipfangDragon said to check you out so i did and I'm watching you now ah ha =) Looking forward to reading your works and such.

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Fight the fight or lose the right
=SirCrocodile:iconSirCrocodile: Jan 12, 2008, 8:52:18 AM
Thanks alot for the return visit, comments, fave and the watch...it is all returned with pleasure...:D

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People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. --Carl G. Jung
=SirCrocodile:iconSirCrocodile: Jan 11, 2008, 2:55:06 PM
Greetings, Teh Rip has told me to visit...and here I am...:D

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People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. --Carl G. Jung
~StarJazz04:iconStarJazz04: Jan 9, 2008, 8:35:21 PM
hiya! thank you so much for the comments! i really appreciated it mate!

wehehe. now let me watch your gallery.


revenge.

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:kevin::horns:
~sparchert:iconsparchert: Jan 9, 2008, 7:46:36 PM
showin love n spam on orders from rip xD!!!

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Q: Why is life so hard to understand?
A: Its not meant to be understood, Its meant to be lived.
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 9, 2008, 7:15:04 PM
:D

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
*Vergial:iconVergial: Jan 9, 2008, 3:29:57 PM
WEWT! XD

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[01:31] Bohn: three days til i'm 21
[01:31] Bohn: i can't wait
[01:31] Ken: YEY FER OLD PEEPS! XD
[01:31] Bohn: i'm not old, only my boxers r
[01:32] Ken: ...you KNOW that's gonna be sig'd, right?
~GodsDragonGirl:iconGodsDragonGirl: Jan 9, 2008, 10:44:38 AM
Hiya :XD:

I was sent to spam your page, thus here I am. :)


As Ken said, you have an army, girl. And regardless of strangers and all that, there are lots of people who are apart of it.

Hope you have a good day, and best wishes and prayers.

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You see things and ask "Why?"

But I dream things and say "Why not?"
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 9, 2008, 10:29:43 AM
Woah, I was planning on saying the same thing to you!
*goes and watches you*

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
*Vergial:iconVergial: Jan 9, 2008, 10:27:27 AM
Most welcome. :)

Keep in touch, though. A friend of Lei's is DEFINITELY a friend of mine.

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[01:31] Bohn: three days til i'm 21
[01:31] Bohn: i can't wait
[01:31] Ken: YEY FER OLD PEEPS! XD
[01:31] Bohn: i'm not old, only my boxers r
[01:32] Ken: ...you KNOW that's gonna be sig'd, right?
~ebonydelirium:iconebonydelirium: Jan 9, 2008, 10:21:35 AM
Hah, don't worry, I harass Lei every chance I get! She's been so helpful to me through all of this crap.
And thanks again! :hug:

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I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying
I feel the fallen stars encircle me now as they cry
Feeling surrounded so bored with mortality I decay
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